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watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.Just to clarify...
Friday, 16 December 2011
1:28 amCapture The Moment
Im just so like stressed about finding the right course and keeping on
top of thing. When i organise stuff it makes me feel good like i have a
purpose to all the shit I'm doing. The only reason i put up with the
fucking school is so that when i leave i can put up my middle finger to
them and go and do what i wanna do. Ill be so glad to leave those narrow
minded motherfuckers behind. I'm destined for better things, i may not
be the smartest but I'm talented at most things i set my mind to. But i
just need a purpose. When someone asks me why Japanese i just say its
what i wanna do, and then they look at me funny. Fuck you i don't need a
status symbol, i don't wanna be a doctor or a lawyer that shit doesn't
interest me. I wanna get away from all of it but at the same time I don't
want to go too far away. I'll miss the familiarity and I don't deal well
with change, I don't like seeing people go and it takes me a while to
adjust. I reckon that if i become famous it'll be so much easier to go
keep track of people because they'll come looking for me than the other
way around. I just hate losing people and i think i have a fear of
change. Growing up and growing older is not the one. I just feel like I'm
wasting time so i panic and plan, when i panic i plan things so it
seems like I'm going somewhere. And now the plannings serious so i wanna
achieve it. Its a reality now but i don't like it i liked planning
things and keeping one step ahead but now its all caught up with me. I
just wanna run and have a crazy Murakami adventure, with no beginning
middle or end. It just keeps going. But theres always the fear of change
that holds me back.
Written in a rush but it was written how I felt at the time. Sorta captured in that brief moment where I thought I knew what I was feeling.
Ms.Loco xoxo
Written in a rush but it was written how I felt at the time. Sorta captured in that brief moment where I thought I knew what I was feeling.
Ms.Loco xoxo
1:05 am
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Well hey there trollers.
I haven't blogged since March but I'll give it my best shot to blog more regularly fingers crossed. Anyhoo you should know me by now ! The one and only Ms.Loco !
But if you don't here's a quick summary. Brown hair, eyes and skin. Crazy, sporty, flirty, dancey me. Et voila c'est tout :). Au revoir mes amis bisous! xoxo
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