RANDOM COLOUR EXPLOSION!
watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.Capture The Moment
Im just so like stressed about finding the right course and keeping on
top of thing. When i organise stuff it makes me feel good like i have a
purpose to all the shit I'm doing. The only reason i put up with the
fucking school is so that when i leave i can put up my middle finger to
them and go and do what i wanna do. Ill be so glad to leave those narrow
minded motherfuckers behind. I'm destined for better things, i may not
be the smartest but I'm talented at most things i set my mind to. But i
just need a purpose. When someone asks me why Japanese i just say its
what i wanna do, and then they look at me funny. Fuck you i don't need a
status symbol, i don't wanna be a doctor or a lawyer that shit doesn't
interest me. I wanna get away from all of it but at the same time I don't
want to go too far away. I'll miss the familiarity and I don't deal well
with change, I don't like seeing people go and it takes me a while to
adjust. I reckon that if i become famous it'll be so much easier to go
keep track of people because they'll come looking for me than the other
way around. I just hate losing people and i think i have a fear of
change. Growing up and growing older is not the one. I just feel like I'm
wasting time so i panic and plan, when i panic i plan things so it
seems like I'm going somewhere. And now the plannings serious so i wanna
achieve it. Its a reality now but i don't like it i liked planning
things and keeping one step ahead but now its all caught up with me. I
just wanna run and have a crazy Murakami adventure, with no beginning
middle or end. It just keeps going. But theres always the fear of change
that holds me back.
Written in a rush but it was written how I felt at the time. Sorta captured in that brief moment where I thought I knew what I was feeling.
Ms.Loco xoxo
Written in a rush but it was written how I felt at the time. Sorta captured in that brief moment where I thought I knew what I was feeling.
Ms.Loco xoxo
Friday, 16 December 2011
1:05 amProfile
Well hey there trollers.
I haven't blogged since March but I'll give it my best shot to blog more regularly fingers crossed. Anyhoo you should know me by now ! The one and only Ms.Loco !
But if you don't here's a quick summary. Brown hair, eyes and skin. Crazy, sporty, flirty, dancey me. Et voila c'est tout :). Au revoir mes amis bisous! xoxo
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