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Some pictures have recently been released of ex Panic At The Disco member Ryan Ross surrounded by girls and in front of him a plate with cocaine ready to be snorted. Well you can imagine the buzz.
"Did he do it because he's away from the band?"
"Did the band split up because of this?"
"Is he doing this to get in the public spotlight for his new album?"
"Is he doing it for attention?"
When I first saw the picture I was like, first the split now this. A few comments I saw about the picture were, I can't believe he's dong this. Leave him alone he can do what he wants. It's his life. Doing coke is wrong. Haven't you heard all famous rockstars are on cocaine and they make great music. Some of the greatest music was made because of drugs. I'm not surprised if he was on drugs before.
I hate the fact that it's acceptable for celebrities to be on drugs. Yeah it's his life, yeah he can do what he wants bt isn't being on drugs wrong. If he needs a dangerous, harmful and illegal substance to help you write songs then what kind of song writer are you? Shouldn't you be inspired by something that will be addictive and stupid to do. It messes up your system people. It's basically killing yourself to make money. You have drugs, you write songs, you make money, you spend the money on drugs, the cycle continues. The use of drugs also influences others. Like my teenage friend...Woody. She smokes and drinks and is on drugs. Every time I see her she says I need to give up. But I don't want to. I can't. She get's fried every day in the park thinking she can walk through walls. She doesn't want help...it was worse in the beginning...moody and eratic all the time. I think she started when her mum died. Or maybe it got worse because of it. I want to help. I really do. But she has to really want to. I would know my auntie...yeah we've been through this. See previous blog...Dirty Little Secrets.
Oh and Ryan Ross denies being on drugs. I just hope he's telling the truth.
Ms.Loco xoxo
Thursday, 16 July 2009
9:45 pmOh simple joys
I remember when I was younger when my parents went to Homebase they left me in the paint section. All I remember was standing there for about an hour admiring all these different coloured paints. It wasn't even a big shelf and it only had two rows of paints. We used to go a lot to Homebase when we were doing up the house and Homebase didn't change the paints often so I would often just stare at the same paint week in week out. I know it's strange...I mean it's just paint. But it's just little feelings I miss like that. Being able to admire something so simple, like paint.
I miss the feeling of birthdays and Christmas. When I would go to bed the night before my birthday or Christmas I couldn't sleep because I was so excited. I couldn't wait to see what my parents had bought me or the gifts Santa had brought. I also loved that I was becoming one year older. To me, back then, it was great. I'm growing up! But as I've grown up these special feelings left me. I can't remember exactly when the feeling left but I do remember the feeling of excitement weakening then disappearing altogether. I miss it. Loss is the only feeling I've retained since the excitement left.
What's worse is I had to find out Father Christmas wasn't real from my cousin who explained to me using evidence she had found out. I tried believing after she told me but it wasn't the same. You can't change what you know to be true. Like Panic At The Disco's split.
When I see young girls (as in 10 year olds) in high heels and orange make up it kind of makes me sad. They want to grow up so quickly, whereas I want the reverse. I don't want material joys. I want inner joys. You get bored of material items quickly but the feeling when you wake up on your birthday...I want it back. I've got to the point where I didn't even want a party and October 21st just felt like another date in the calender and December 25th was just another day for companies to make money. I know it's probably too late to change things so I'll just continue being on holiday. A holiday that just feels like time wasting away.
Happy Summer Holidays everybody
Ms.Loco xoxo
Labels: depressing, holiday, paint, young
2:10 pm
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Well hey there trollers.
I haven't blogged since March but I'll give it my best shot to blog more regularly fingers crossed. Anyhoo you should know me by now ! The one and only Ms.Loco !
But if you don't here's a quick summary. Brown hair, eyes and skin. Crazy, sporty, flirty, dancey me. Et voila c'est tout :). Au revoir mes amis bisous! xoxo
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