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So exams are over and I'm thinking great I can finally go meet up with those guys I met on holiday(see a previous blog no I can't remember which one. It's one about meeting guys on a plane and going on holiday and some shit like that.). I just need to arrange it with the guy that I usually talk to on msn, although he hasn't been online for ages. Then again I haven't been on the computer in ages so I've probably missed him. So I'm in school and I say to my two mates let's go see them yeah? Giggle. Giggle. I'm scared. Yeah whatever. So you'll ask them about it when they come online? Yeah. Or text them. Giggle. He's always on at eight. Ok I'll go online at eight.
Came home at 6 and went online. At 9 I messaged my friend
Ms.Loco: Hi
Friend: Heyy
Ms.Loco: I've been on msn all day and he hasn't come on.
Friend: He's on now.
Ms.Loco: What...
Friend: I'm talking to him right now
Ms.Loco: But he's not online his little thing isn't green. He hasn't been online for ages.
Friend: I talk to him every day
Ms.Loco: I've been blocked
So yes. I have been blocked. For no apparent reason. I talked to him twice. And now he's blocked me.
Ms.Loco: Ask him why he's blocked me.
Friend: He says he's blocked you
Ms.Loco: Ask him why
Friend: He won't reply. G2g babe xxxxx
Ms.Loco: Bye

Great. I must have some kind of wave being emitted from me saying freak...beep beep beep...this girl is a freak. Beep. What have I done? Why me? Why does he go and block me and not the other two. I'm as good-looking as them (this boy is shallow) and I'm as nice as them. So what the hell is it. I know. It's because I don't put x's at the end of every sentence and call everyone babe and pout endlessly in photos (he has my facebook where he has also blocked me.) Can boys just tell that you're just not girlfriend material...not that I had any intention of becoming his girfriend he's gross. But come on at leat friends. Don't just block me! Hello you didn't even try. Noone bothers with me anymore. I asked my friend the next day. What the hell happened? She was like like I don't know. Then I saw her talk to the other girl about it and all the other girl did was shrug and say "It doesn't matter." Huh. So. It doesn't matter. No. It's ok. It's ok that Ms.Loco is getting excluded from a social activity yet again. Nah. It's ok. It doesn't matter.

Secod point of the day. May not seem like a big deal to you but to me it was just...anyways. I was with a bunch of boys just walking down the corridor. A girl from the year below walks past and supposedly she's "fit." I hate when boys call girls "fit." To me it seems demeaning in a way. The new guy goes to another dude:

Is that your girlfriend?

No. Why? Do you want her to be your girfriend?

I wish.

Iwish he says. So what am I? A fucking plank? I feel like I've blended into the wall. At this point it just goes silent as she makes her way down the corridor most likely aware of the eyes on her. So I stand there like a loser being ignored as per usual. This might not be a big deal to most people. What is she rambling about now. I don't actually know myself what I'm going on about but it just felt so wrong. Oh yeah. Time for a DLS. Dirty Little Secret. I kinda have the tiniest of microscopic cushes on the new guy. So yeah that was probably the reason I was upset. And I was being ignored again. Thank God someone turned up to relieve me from the awkward situation. Unfortunately the result was I was miserable for the rest of the day. Not even good results in maths (I finally got over 50%) could cheer me up. You know it was one of those days. The "I'm feeling miserable and crappy" kind of day. Well truth is. I had at least one valid reason to feel this way.

Tomorrow's another day *sigh*

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