Everybody In Love, Come Put Ya Hands Up
Oh sweet
Jesus my blog title is a JLS song...ra ra ooh la la roma ro ma ma gaga gaga ooh la la want your bad romance...GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
It just seems everybody's going through a stage. A stage of
love obsession. I don't see why there are stages I mean...I'm always falling over myself for some dude or other...heh heh. Its just everyone else seems to be getting somewhere in their
romantic exploits whereas I seem to be geting nowhere. Don't get me wrong, I'm not t
otally desperate...
Call 555-LOVE-SEX
Joke.
But even some of my mates are now getting
older boyfriends. In this respect I'm totally not jealous and to be completely honest I just find it weird. I mean older boyfriends aren't a bad thing, one or two or three years older I don't have a problem with. Hell make it
six seven eight years! The thing I have a problem with is when the level of how do I say this...
level of maturity greatly exceeds that of the younger person. Then the younger person acts all "mature" to try and keep up but it all gets too desperate and slutty. This is where the phrase "
act your age" comes in handy. Then they start dropping hints about
losing their virginity and that's where you just stop caring. Do what you want. Just don't involve me. It's great you have a boyfriend and you like each other but just don't over sexualise everything. You're 15 not 50. Come on guys why do you grow up so quick? Are you doing it on purpose?
To leave me behind.
And I thought I had grown up. Or maybe I'm the only one who keeps a
cool head. Doesn't sound like me though. I haven't really missed out on much...
five boyfriends isn't really missing out is it. But we never really got round to doing much. But I was happy with that, and I'm still happy with that. I don't need
sexual gross things to make me feel happy in a relationship.
But a decent relationship would be nice. Still confused about Afro :S.
As Paramore says:
And the worst part is,
Before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff,
And in the freefall I will realize,
I'm better off,
When I hit the bottom
Ms.Loco xoxo
Sunday, 29 November 2009
8:22 pm